I'm weak and dizzy with love. Today we let ourselves slow down and breathe, take eachother in and laugh. It was a beautiful night. He follows me home every night in his mothers car, even though I now have a car, just to say goodnight to me at my doorstep. Soon we'll be living together, spending our nights as close as close can be, ending and beginning each day in eachothers arms. What a beautiful, beautiful world that will be. But these days we have now are precious memories. I treasure them more than I know how to explain.
Yesterday he sprayed his couches, pillows and every corner of the blanket with lysol so that I wouldn't be nervous about catching his families most recent flu. I haven't felt so taken care of and protected in a long, long time.
I've decided that lists are powerful, the project into your near future what you want to happen. They allow you to visualize and thus more accurately execute tasks or goals. So I've decided to make a list of all my visions for the future, and here it is;
1. There will be peace.
2. I will go to church more Sunday's then I don't.
3. I will recycle.
4. My home will be clean. Not frighteningly so; I don't have it in my blood to keep my clothes off the floor. But clean. And organized. With plenty of tea in the kitchen.
5. I will shop at chain supermarkets only when I'm forced; My main source of food will be purchased at Farmers Markets.
6. There will be Marcos and Me time every day, at least, and/or as often as we can sneak it.
7. The windows will be open. The sunlight (or rainy day's) will shine through.
8. I realize now that our car was an undeserved gift from on High, and as long as the Lord lets us drive it around I swear it will be the most spoild car in town.
9. My yard will be ...beautiful. With flowers and a vegetable garden.
10. I will make my art, music, and writing a severe priority. If I love all these, if these are to be my profession someday, its time I began treating it as such.
11. I will own my own life and live proudly in this world while I still have breath in me.
Goodnight moon.
-A.H.
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well i made the code to link my lovers, so i could either a) email you the code and you could just replace my names with yours or b) if thats to complicated, I can do it for you, but i'd need your name and password. Just email me to let me know which. love you!
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